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街道横七竖八的躺着人类,支理看着支左司:“先走一步。”柯布跟在支理背后,心慌的厉害。时节让风变得冰凉,他将手放进口袋里,不敢再看支理,只能低着头揣测。桔色的路灯在暗黑的街道摇晃,似乎随时会被吞没,四周越来越安静,柯布能听到衣服摩擦的声音。

The street was full of humans, and Zhili looked at Zhizuo Si: "Go first." Cobb followed behind the Zhili, panic-stricken. The season made the wind cold, and he put his hands in his pockets, and did not dare to look at the support anymore, but could only speculate with his head down. The orange street lights dangled in the dark streets and seemed to be swallowed at any time. The surroundings became quieter and quieter, and Cobb could hear the sound of rubbing clothes.

支理的秘密到底隐藏在哪里,竟从没发现。

Where was the secret of the manager hidden, never found.

柯布的思想无法停止,是突然爱上其他人了吗?是不想和身为男生的自己在一起了吗?是七年耗尽了爱情的热烈了吗?是什么?哪一种猜测都带着痛不欲生的后果,他不能联系到一起,十分钟以前一切如初,十分钟以后天翻地覆,如果真的有如此打算,又何必欺哄自己。

Cobb's thoughts couldn't stop. Did he suddenly fall in love with others? Don't want to be with yourself as a boy? Is it seven years since the passion of love has been exhausted? What is it All kinds of speculations had painful consequences, and he could not be linked together. Everything was the same ten minutes ago, and ten minutes later, it turned upside down. If you really have such a plan, why bother yourself.

“我们要去哪里?”柯布刚开口,才发现自己的声音干涩。

"Where are we going?" Cobb just began to find his voice dry.

支理仰仰下巴,柯布望过去,发现门口停着一辆机车,支理走过,跨坐在车座上,一只脚撑地,淡淡的说:“上来吧。”

The supporter looked up at his chin, Cobb looked over, and found a locomotive parked at the door. The supporter walked over, sitting on the seat of the vehicle with one foot on the ground, and said gently, "Come on."

“我想回去睡觉了。”

"I want to go back to sleep."

“上来。”

"Come up."

无法拒绝,无法逃脱,支理的表情毫无破绽,柯布一只手扶住支理的肩膀坐上去,双手抓着他的腰,有些用力:“如果让我发现,你是在整我,我会恨你的。”

Unable to refuse, unable to escape, Zhili's expression was not flawed. Cobb sat up holding Zhili's shoulder with one hand, holding his waist with both hands, with some force: "If you find me, you are straightening me, I will hate you. "

“是吗?”支理的反应只是懒懒的敷衍,似乎是觉得该告诉自己,又不想正面谈这件事,这样反常的支理增加着柯布的不安,他想应该不会独独自己如此倒霉,突然被改变结局。那些90%经典都是留下让人遗憾和悲伤的结局,《泰坦尼克号》《红楼梦》《断背山》《罗马假日》…….不管是小说还是电影,遗憾和悲伤的虽然让人刻骨铭心,但幸福呢,那些幸福就不应该被人难以忘怀吗?不想在已经悲伤和丑陋的世界再添更多的悲伤和丑陋。剩下不多的幸福里虽无法与之抗衡,至少、哪怕抵消那么一点点,一根潮湿的小火柴,也能温暖女孩的心,笑着死去。柯布想,他不想变成什么经典,不想被别人评为佳作,不想被人刻骨铭心,不管普通也好,庸俗也好,成为烂作品的烂男主也好,只想和支理在一起,只要和支理在一起,想到胸口都在疼痛,爱情在疼痛,他下意识不断抓紧支理。

"Really?" Zhili ’s response was just laziness, and he seemed to feel that he should tell himself, but did n’t want to talk about it directly. Such anomalous mentality increased Cobb ’s anxiety. He thought he should not be alone. So unlucky, the ending was suddenly changed. Those 90% of the classics are left with regrettable and sad endings, "Titanic", "A Dream of Red Mansions", "Broken Mountain", "Roman Holiday" .... Regardless of whether it is a novel or a movie, although regret and sadness are unforgettable, But happiness, shouldn't those happiness be unforgettable? Do not want to add more sadness and ugliness to the already sad and ugly world. Although there is not much happiness left to compete with it, at least, even if it is offset by a little bit, a little wet match can warm the girl's heart and die with a smile. Cobb thought that he didn't want to become a classic, not to be rated as a masterpiece, not to be impressed, whether it was ordinary or vulgar, or a bad male leader who was a bad work, just wanted to be with the manager. As long as he is with the branch, thinking that the chest is painful and love is painful, he keeps grasping the branch subconsciously.

黑暗飞快的划过视线,风在耳边呼啸哀嚎。

Darkness swiftly glanced, and the wind whistled and mourned.

他隔着风在机车的飞驰中大喊:“支理!”

He shouted in the speed of the locomotive across the wind, "Support!"

“恩?”

"Yep?"

柯布将脸放在支理背上:“没什么。”想说的话却无法出口,只能任由车子载着未知继续前行。

Cobb put his face on the back of the support: "Nothing." What he wanted to say could not be exported, and he had to leave the car carrying the unknown to continue.

终于车子在一间仓库面前停下来,柯布跳下车,装做一脸轻松的样子:“有什么话非得在这里说,该不会这里就是你给情人买的房子吧!!”柯布的开玩笑,支理竟然没有反驳,他的表情罕见的有些不自然,是最初的那种陌生表情,柯布的手在衣服口袋里捏紧。

Finally, the car stopped in front of a warehouse, and Cobb jumped out of the car, pretending to look relaxed: "Is there something I have to say here, or will this be the house you bought for your lover!" Cobb Joke's joke didn't even refute. His expression was rare and unnatural. It was the first strange expression. Cobb's hand was squeezed in the pocket of his clothes.

“进去吧。”支理拿出钥匙打开厚重的锁,锁链的声音在四周回响,柯布跟在支理的背后,仓库很大,很高,只有顶上一排小灯,光线只能照到中间,视线可见之处空空荡荡。

"Go in." Zhili took out the key to unlock the heavy lock, and the sound of the chain echoed around him. Cobb was behind the Zhili. The warehouse was large and tall. There was only a row of small lamps on the top, and the light could only shine. In the middle, the sight is empty.

“柯布,有件事,你要是知道了,不能哭。”支理靠在门边,隐没在黑暗中,柯布突然捂住耳朵:“我不听,我不想听。”

"Cobb, if you know something, you can't cry." The manager leaned against the door, hidden in the darkness, and Cobb suddenly covered his ears: "I don't listen, I don't want to listen."

“我说…”

"I said…"

“听不见,什么也听不见。”

"I can't hear, I can't hear anything."

“喂….”

"Hey…."

“我还是听不见。”

"I still can't hear."

“柯布,你觉得我在开玩笑吗?”支理的反问,让柯布放下了手,他怔怔的看着支理,突然他的眼角瞄到支理脚下一堆东西,那不是别的,是支理的素描本,这么多年累积下的东西像垃圾一样扔在那里,毁了,碎片,纸屑满目狼籍,柯布不可置信,瞪大眼睛,无法接受眼前的事,支理把他的喜欢怎么了,就这么干脆的毁掉了:“你的素描本?”即使看到了事实,还是无法承认。

"Cobb, do you think I'm joking?" Zhili asked back, let Cobu let go of his hand, he looked at Zhili stunned, and suddenly the corner of his eye aimed at the pile of things under Zhili's foot, that was nothing else, It is a sketchbook of the manager. Throwing things accumulated over the years like trash is ruined, debris, confetti, and Cobb is unbelievable. His eyes are wide and he cannot accept what is in front of him. What happened to my favorite, just simply ruined: "Your sketchbook?" Even after seeing the facts, I still can't admit it.

“不需要了。”支理说的云淡风轻,似乎真的就是不需要的东西,柯布退后一步,微微摆头,黝黑的瞳孔里是苍白无力,支理给了他一个措手不及:“不要开这种无聊的破玩笑,支理,你不能做这么残忍的事,在我心花怒放的时候将我打入地狱。”

"No need." Zhili said that the light and gentle wind seemed to be really what was not needed. Cobb stepped back and shook his head slightly. The dark pupil was pale and weak, and Zhili caught him by surprise: "Don't make this kind of boring joke, manager, you can't do such cruel things, and hit me into **** when my heart is full of energy."

“你….”

"you…."

柯布打断支理的话抓紧胸口很小声的说:“如果你不爱我,我会死的,我是说真的。”

When Cobb interrupted the manager, he clenched his chest and said quietly, "If you don't love me, I will die. I mean it."

支理靠在黑暗里看着柯布,两人就这样对视着,许久,支理的嘴唇微微张启:“你到底要不要听我说完。”

Zhili leaned on Cobb in the darkness, and the two looked at each other like this. For a long time, Zhili's lips opened slightly: "Would you like to listen to me?"

“你说吧。”

"You say it."

“柯布,我不会让你死的,我也是说真的。”支理伸出右手,推开仓库所有灯,原本昏暗的仓库变得灯火通明。

"Cobb, I won't let you die, I mean it too." Zhili stretched out his right hand and pushed all the lights out of the warehouse. The originally dim warehouse became brightly lit.

“你确定你不想转身?”支理问。

"Are you sure you don't want to turn around?" Zhili asked.

“如果是什么无聊的恶作剧,如果你敢告诉我:‘骗你的,只是想在最后整整你’我真的会生气,你吓到我了,你知不知道你吓到我了!!”支理对柯布的罗嗦撇撇嘴:“我正想说逗你玩玩。”他走近柯布,柯布突然对这种无所谓的态度觉得很火大,他正要发作,支理抓住他的肩膀,把他转向后面。

"If it's a boring prank, if you dare tell me: 'Fool you, I just want to be the last one' I'm really angry, you scared me, do you know you scared me!" Zhili sniffed at Cobb: "I was trying to make fun of you." He approached Cobb, and Cobb suddenly felt very angry about this indifferent attitude. He was about to have an attack. Hold his shoulders and turn him back.

什么也没有了,思想、理智、愤怒,什么都没有了,残留下悸动和无法言语的震惊,随即是排山倒海的爱情冲击,轻而易举的攻下柯布所有防线,要用什么表情去理解自己所看到的东西,膨胀,什么东西在血管里膨胀,支理,你怎么能,怎么能如此奢侈的利用自己的幸福。

Nothing left, thought, reason, anger, nothing, left a thrill of shock and inability to speak, and then the shock of love overwhelming the sea, easily captured all the defense lines of Cobb, what expressions to understand What you see, swells, what swells in the blood vessels, manages, how can you, how can you use your happiness so luxuriously.

原来真如蓝银所说,支理不擅长的绝对不是画画,绝对不是。

It turns out that, as Lan Yin said, it is definitely not painting that is not good at management, absolutely not.

原来真如支理所表,仓库里住着的是支理的情人。

It turned out that it was just as the Zhili expresses, and in the warehouse was the Zhili lover.

那平整足有十几米高的蓝墙上,贴着的是一张一张碎片,那曾经无数嘲笑支理画的一团团黑糊糊的东西贴在墙上,却组成了柯布第一次坐在支理旁边,坐在公交站台,手里拿着一块五的冰棍,微微歪着头,露出的明媚笑脸,他到底还要怎么强大,竟然就这样在自己身边,日复一日画着这张巨大的拼图。

The blue wall, which was ten feet high, was covered with pieces, and the black and white things that had been laughed at by many counties were posted on the wall, but it made Cobb sit for the first time. Next to the manager, sitting on the bus stop, holding a five-sided ice lolly in his hand, slightly tilted his head, and revealed a bright smiley, how could he be so strong, even by his side, drawing this day after day Huge puzzle.

柯布木讷生硬的开口:“所以说,刚才你那种表情只是觉得不好意思!!”

Ke Bumner said stiffly: "So you just feel embarrassed about that expression !!"

“什么表情?”本人完全没自觉!!

"What expression?" I was totally unconscious! !!

怪不得从没见过那种表情,怪不得!!一切什么都说得通了,提着一包东西消失几天,什么啊,这是什么啊!

No wonder that expression has never been seen before, no wonder! !! Everything makes sense, disappearing for a few days with a bag of stuff, what, what is this!

柯布用力推支理,支理被推得后退一步,柯布继续推,边推边骂:“你是混蛋,支理,你是全世界最大的混蛋,如果真觉得不好意思,就给我正常的不好意思,你真是混蛋,我柯布这辈子都没遇见过你这么混蛋的人。”柯布没看清,脚撞到了倒在地上的梯子,他痛得蹲下身子,把头埋得很低。

Cobb pushed **** the support, and the support was pushed back a step. Cobb continued to push, shouting while pushing: "You are a bastard, support, you are the biggest **** in the world. If you really feel embarrassed, give it I'm embarrassed normally, you are a real bastard. I haven't met anyone like you **** in this life. "Cobb didn't see clearly, hit his foot on a ladder that fell to the ground, he squatted in pain and buried his head Very low.

“喂,你还好吧。”支理跟着蹲下来,双手垂在膝盖上:“痛就说话。”

"Hey, are you okay." Zhili squatted down, hands on her knees: "Speak in pain."

柯布抬起头,眼睛是被一片薄雾遮住,他扑过去,扑进支理的怀里,支理被扑得坐在地上,用手轻拍着柯布的背:“真麻烦啊,我叫你痛就说话,可没叫你哭。”

Cobb raised his head, his eyes were covered by a mist. He rushed over and rushed into the arms of Zhili, who was sitting on the ground and patted Cobb's back with his hand: "It's really troublesome, I Talk to you when it hurts, but cry without you. "

柯布破涕为笑:“你就不会换句话?七年前你也这么说。”

Cobb broke his tears and laughed: "You wouldn't change words? You said the same thing seven years ago."

“你就不会换种哭法?七年前你也这么蹲着哭。”

"You wouldn't change your way of crying? You cried crouching like that seven years ago."

“支理,你告诉了我你的秘密,我也有一个秘密一直没告诉你。”

"Support, you told me your secret, and I also have a secret that I have never told you."

“说来听听。”

"tell me the story."

“一个你绝对不会知道的秘密。”柯布将小脸在支理的衣服上用力擦了下,继续开口:“初中那年那天遇见你,并不是什么偶然。其实,我知道你很久了,我知道你的名字,我知道很多人喜欢你,那时放学时经常看到你坐在公交站台,那么不属于这个世界,那么特别。所以啊,所以当父母离婚那天,我想也许去那里还会看到你,于是,我就真看到你了,悲伤让我找上了你,不是那天碰上的随便一个人,只是你,只有你,从始至终想要找就是你。原来,悲伤的负作用是幸福。我藏在你的世界很久,只为有一天坐在你的身边。现在想想,如果那天你不在,我们又会变成怎样,又会怎样的交集。”

"A secret that you will never know." Cobb wiped his small face firmly on the supportive clothes and continued to say, "It was no accident that I met you that day in junior high school. In fact, I know you have been a long time I know your name, and I know many people like you. I often saw you sitting on the bus stop at school, so it does n’t belong to this world, so special. So ah, so when my parents divorced, I thought maybe I would go there I still see you, so I really see you, sadness made me find you, not just a random person you met that day, but you, only you, and you who want to find you from beginning to end. The negative effect of sadness is happiness. I hid in your world for a long time, just to sit next to you one day. Now think about what we would become and how we would intersect if you were not there that day. "

放在柯布背后的手微微用力搂紧他:“我不会错过你的,柯布。”

Cobb's hand clenched slightly, "I won't miss you, Cobb."

支理的声音幻化成最甜美糖果,溶解和粘贴住柯布的心,爱啊,这一段柯布和支理爱啊,掠过岁月,堆积在时间上,幸福狠狠在回忆里落下痕迹,是让人欲罢不能温暖——

Zhili's voice turned into the sweetest candy, dissolving and sticking to Cobb's heart, love, this section of Cobb and Zhili love, passing through the years, piled up in time, and happiness left traces in his memory, It makes people want to stop being warm-

完结

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